I really don't know the purpose of my existence.Sometimes I asked myself who really I am.I am Nikka but what brought me here in this semi-cruel place where I can picture out is the suffering of the people.Maybe I'm here to offer myself for the sake of others, to bring happiness to the oppressed and unhappy people, to see the world myself and offer what I can offer. I really don't know. I have no directions in Life honestly until I saw the situation in my family and was enlightened. They made a positive outlook in me and gradually changed my perspective towards life. In them, I gain strength and courage to have my own mission and determined enough to fulfill it. I begin to see the other face of the world now which is full of happiness, hope and courage that I never notice before. I begin to enjoy life and determined enough to fulfill my mission and raise my family from poverty. They are my happiness and the foundation of finding the real meaning of my life.
In fulfilling my mission, I've through difficult times. Sometimes I won, sometimes lost, terribly down, lose hope but I always take the risk to stand up and try it over again. Tears, sweat, strength are invested hoping the income would double the investment.I know that I'm still a centimeter to a kilometer that I should reach in order to achieve my mission in life and I know also that as long as I have my family who believes in me and of course the Almighty Father, my savior and redeemer, I can conquer all the burdens, hindrances, obstacles, hurdles,odds that may block my way towards achieving that goal.
I only have a simple mission in life and that is to raise my family from poverty through hard work, determination and education. It's amazing how I conquered all the bad dilemma I encountered and still on the process of experiencing it over again and at the same time conquering and surviving still despite everything. Survival is the only thing I hold to pursue what I ought to pursue. It;s just like the Parable Of The Eagle: On Wings I Conquer.
Wow! Absolutely wow! Nikka, you're certainly amazing. Though you have a simple mission but for us readers it's truly captivating, nurturing and we an reflect it into our personal outlook in life. It is "simply amazing". When I'm done reading it, I felt like you're really a nice daughter and a nice creation of our Almighty Father. Stay simple as you are and continue soar as an eagle to achieve your dreams.
ReplyDeleteGreat!Nikka I am so blessed how you view life and its significance...You've such a good daughter,keep it up...You can achieve your mission because remember that God is our Provider,He is the source of our need...God has an unlimited blessings and resources for you friend...God bless
ReplyDeleteYou are a genuine kind of person and with that personality brings you to heavens and i could say that in whatever you do, God will always bless you because he knows that by blessing you many people in need will be taken care of because you are there!
ReplyDeleteI think flowery words would be great to make a reply post about your post. But I realized it's a lot more beautiful to say it this way
ReplyDeleteknowing ourselves must be the first step that we must do to recognize our dreams and who are part of it. It's great of you to think things in life more practically. Go on Nikka everything is fine we can do it.